been thinking of finding a place where I can actually be myself without anyone having to backstab me or flame me or scream at me or kill me or anything and decided..maybe I should try blogging--the place where one could present hatred for the world and questioned why the hell am I being born if all I have been doing till now is whine, feel isolated, none of other human being existed understands me. And still...I wonder why..
The need to express my regrets for my stupidity of realizing everything too late is also the reason I started this blog. I need to release this suppressed RAGEEE!!!One of the many regrets is the fact that I am seriously obsessed with art and computer graphic and really2 wanna continue my life surrounded by them. I do hope that I could express myself more with art as my element. ART!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! love you more than anything!!! <--and this is due to the recent realization that I had and complete regrets that I think I will weep myself just thinking bout it. My life is doomed!!!
The other reason is that I was hoping to find at least one person on this whole planet that is actually have a behaviour like mine and that this person see perspective from different angle and different opinion which is totally outta this world that people just don't get you. OMG..I never have met someone like that before and it surely thrilled me if there is. erk..oh. actually I have found one but...dat gal...I never know what she's thinking and that made me restless.I really do admire her in many ways...I guess we're still buddies though, in a silent way.hahas~~
Well...hopefully we all or whoever you are that is viewing this totally crappy 1st post of mine will have a good time reading my whatevers~ Ciao fer now. (I have the urge to watch Natsume Yuujinchou latest ep right now..weEeEe~)
